lanne

Well, the first week, the second week, the third week,
and I can't keep hanging on. A little sad....
It's not anyone's fault.
It's me that too innocent to respond the whole things.
And now facing this attitude I find nothing.
No one should be blamed.
I ought to recognize this cuz I came through it.
Anyway I'm stupid again.

The huge task goes more smooth than I thought.
I'm suprised and scared that it seems like I ignore something important.
I don't believe this good luck.
There must be something wrong!!!
But I only finish one part of it which is easier.
There is a difficult and upset debug process in the following.
So I decided to celebrate first for fear of regreting.

Nothing special this week.....
I watched "Kick-Ass" on Friday night.
It's a funny movie.
My "laugh point" becomes lower.

Hope everything goes well.....
Hope I can recover to the original even better life.
Please......