lanne

沒什麼好怪罪的不是嗎?

事實就是這麼一回事, 就是這麼演變下來的.
我能說什麼? What can I say ?

Give up or not is (maybe) easy for me,
I can adjust myself in my life,
but, it's the decision that hard for me to choose.
Give up, or NOT.

blank in lab,
cry front of dorm-seat, and
wish to burst on bed but fall asleep.
I am surprise and appreciated that i still have tears.

Before examination,
I hope the feeling blew and is able not to be mentioned in mind.
But when i go up to the buildingtop,
I have no emotion....no tears to cry.



Not willing, but we all know there seems to be no other choice...

Passion? And then?
Having, but so what?

No matter what the result is,
we have to accept the decision and go on and
not going to be regretful in the future.....,
hard for me, haha~


--
You have gave me one year, to change, change myself.
But I'm not sure I am prepared to start a new double life.
                                                                               
Only I know is I like you, still, as before.

                                                                  2005.11.22.

But useless.
                                                                    05.11.27.