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I'm getting better.
I know I'll become down again very soon,
So I need to seize the time to do things meaningful.

Good news:
Went for the blood inspection result and waited from 19:00~21:00,
I'm safe!!!! :D
Although I had to go back to the office,
I breathed deeply with big smile. (like this :）)

I got a high fever Monday night.
It came very suddenly.
I took my favorite powerful medicine.
About 30min, the symptom released.
Thus I like that medicine more. XD

I prayed to God.
Also I got the evil doll.
But before I tell the doll whom I hate,
those jerks trouble me less.
I think I have to thank God.
(Of course thank evil doll too.
I hope I don't need to use the doll in the future.)

I'm satisfied with my life and my work.
It doesn't means that I'm living great or I do well at work.
(Actually I'm always bad at work...)

My work,
I become a little more energetic again.
I don't totally believe the astrology,
but I still read the comments about it.
One day I red one paragraph that suggested me to
"Recall or find back the enthusiasm of the beginning."
Thanks to my fever,
I slowed down and start to muse, relax, or just idle myself.
It does work.

Thank to my colleage for co-working with me to handle MSZ things together.
We are close to success.
Thank to my colleage for teaching me time pitch buffer stuff and being so patient and so nice!
I promise that I'll do my best.

My life,
I ask God for something:
Change ppl or change my attitude.
I don't know which one changes,
But I feel more peaceful in my mind compared with last week.

I'm very thankful...really.....

I want to see the sea...feel the sand in my hand......
I miss them.......u__u